Lazy Day

Well today we are being lazy, watching movies and resting. I have done to much for the last few days so I need to rest. I wish I wasn't in pain 24hrs a day. I do what I can even when I am in pain, I am a Mom, wife and a woman I just endure even when I don't think I can. The doctors have suggested I be medicated almost all the time, but first & foremost I am a Mom to Nikita. I am also afraid that I could become addicted to the medicines.That is why I take them only when I have help and do not have to be responsible for Nikita.Which only happens usually on the weekends when Larry is home. I wish for Nikita's  sake I had more energy and that I could do more, but I do the best that I can.